restart.

so tomorrow is brunch with tanya :D

next week my mom leaves. thank the lord.
my room reeks of cigarette smoke it's actually kinda nasty
i'm gonna cut down
there is no point to me writing in this cause i'm bored to death with nothing to say really

anyways I'm going to try an experiment


so on some real shit, this computer needs to be taken in ASAP.
I can't deal with these random SHUTDOWNs anymore.

and I need to go down to Hunter College ASAP to see about applying.
I am NOT going another year without being in school I can't. Even if I have to take out loans
god willing I'll get a lot of Financial Aid...but we all know how that shit goes.


Ugh Friday is my only other day off and I reallllly need plans for Friday.
I'm not spending it like I spent last friday...bored and pissed the fuck off
and no platonic ass hugs either. fuck that shit.
that pissed me off. truth.

I'm not dealing with that anymore either.

So basically, I'm not procrastinating anymore...hopefully

That takes a LOT of self discipline which is something I've always had a really hard time with...oh well maybe that will change

oh my tattoo is done forgot to mention that...I'll have a pic of it later.

haven't showed mommy dearest yet...don't plan on it.

w/e this blog was kinda pointless.

i'm off this. and on to duane reade to eat wheat thins with hummus..lmao

bye.
<3